Jesse Anthony Martinez

So sad to hear on Jesse’s passing. I worked with him at one of my jobs in Fremont. He was funny and a great spirit. Sorry on your loss. I was told the news yesterday.

OHHHHH my dearest brother.
I go on here, and it still seems so unreal to me, I keep thinking you’re on vacation.
I still had so much to tell you, so much to experience with you road trips, vacations, there’s countless of things we still had to do YOU had to do. You had your whole life ahead of you, and I was supposed to be the favorite aunty to your kids. Since we were babies it was always you and I “TEAM OF TWO” we were best friends one year apart. We did everything together from elementary, junior high & high school we were known as the “MARTINEZ SIBLINGS”
This has literally broke my whole existence, and I honestly don’t think I’ll ever be the same. Believe me when I say there isn’t a day that goes by I don’t think of you, miss you, or wish you were here. I know you’re always with me though, because when I get in the car your songs play. Little things always happen when I’m feeling down, and I know it’s you by my side. We had our moments like normal siblings we disagreed, and fought but that never stopped our bond you always protected me. I think the hardest part I keep replaying is when I used to cry for you when we were teenagers, and your girlfriend would drive you all the way back to me, and you would get annoyed and say ‘SIS WE LITERALLY JUST LEFT” I would always say yes, but I want to hang out with my big brother. It’s hitting me that when I cry now you don’t come who’s going to walk me down the isle if I ever get married, and who will be the god father to my kids when I have children? It’s heartbreaking you were taken from all of us
especially me, and grams everyone that knew you always tells me if there’s one thing Jesse never failed to say was how much you and his grandma meant to him. I hate hearing it, because everyone knew we were best friends the thought of never seeing you again besides in a urn or pictures kills me even more it’s not fair ): You left an impact on everyone you meant from your goofy personality, to your great advice I honestly don’t know where you got your smart traits from, because that definitely missed me. You were a great friend, grandson, cousin, and brother. I thank you for everything you have done for me, I thank you for having a beautiful soul, and I thank you for being the best big brother in the world. I love you past death, save a spot for me up there with you Beaver. I’m riding for you even after the wheels fall off <3 I love you most